The problem was me. I'm no writer, my imagination just sucks, and I have a problem with asking for help. I really hate asking for help, always makes me nervous. I'm the last person you'd want to run an RP.
((After I saw what Deme wrote.))
Yeah, I'm a pain in the ass, and I never even expected you guys to do this much. I do try, it's just I'm too set in my own ways I guess. I know I'm stubborn, and that's something that probably won't change. Ugh, another angst fest. I wonder what my blood pressure is right now. _________________
"He finds you when you're sleeping, and when the daylight fades..."
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Well, even if you don't like it I had offered numerous times to help you out, and if you really were that confident in your own lack of abilities as a GM then why not just hand the RP over to me? I have a... rather rampant imagination and I really didn't want to let the work put into the characters to go to waste... as it has now. _________________
Believe it or not I do understand how you feel. When you're put on the line your adrenaline starts pumping and you get a 'flight or fight' mentality. You can run away like you've been threatening to do, or you can fight back.
You need to realize that this is a biological reaction. It will happen, and when it does you need to recognize it. That is why you are a human and not an animal. If you were slave to your biology you would be no better than a wolf or a mouse.
As a human you need to learn and strive to better yourself. You have to overcome your biochemical restraints. The problem is, you don’t want to. You don’t feel like it.
No one ever said it would be easy, and it’s good they didn’t because if they had they would have been lying. It can be very difficult to improve yourself… but you have to try! That’s why we’ve been hounding you, godhand! We believe you can improve if you’d just step up and work on it. It’s not us giving you ‘shit’ because we don’t like you. If we didn’t like you we’d just leave, not work with you.
Our frustration comes from the fact that you don’t seem to care about us enough to let us help you. Your actions scream at us, saying: “You guys are stupid, you’re wrong, and I don’t need to listen to you.” _________________
Location: That little voice in the back of your head telling you to kill people.
Posted: Tue Jul 17, 2007 9:48 pm Post subject:
Then let me make a suggesstion.
don't give it over to him let him and I work with you on your ideas. over yahoo. help you get them into a process. it's like this
look around your room. now in the room your sitting if you had to fight baddies and there was a trap in there what would you want to know about and why.
now think about it. if there is a chair in the middle of the room we don't know about umm how are we to go around it. see simple
thats the key keep it simple. dont make it too way too hard. if you had it that there were gnolls that infested the place. the simple traps such as the darts in the wall would be fine. and the last guy is gnoll mage. that is easy enought to accept. the weapons we find are from what they stole or what was in the place. but from what I gathered of your world a place like this well might exzist if it was made by dwarfs.
humans wouldn't have at that time built something like that.
so make it an old dwarven barracks. that would explain certain things about it. since the feline made weapons. well that can be made also to add in the background of the place as they worked together in some war long ago. see adding small things together like this helps alot. they are simple and on hand. you don't need to make it extreamly elabret. _________________ Don't make me beat you with my spoon.
Actually, I'm through trying to help. It isn't working.
No more Irallia. I'm sorry, Daniel, but your animal part is ONLY the best part when you need it to defend yourself or escape danger. It is NEVER the best part when you are interacting in a non-threatening social group like this one. Even in your response you're saying to me "Durandal, you're wrong," and that's fine if you think so.
But I don't have the time for this. Sorry. _________________
I'm not saying you're wrong. I'm just saying what I think. Animals don't kill each other for pleasure, they don't destroy large amounts of land just for some territory. When it's your own opinion, it's never wrong, just how you see things. _________________
"He finds you when you're sleeping, and when the daylight fades..."
Location: That little voice in the back of your head telling you to kill people.
Posted: Tue Jul 17, 2007 10:06 pm Post subject:
Durandal I'll work with GH when I get home in a little bit on yahoo. I will work on fixing this. and work on training him. if he refuses to listen once that will be the end of it.
Refusing to listen and not understanding are two different things.
you do have a good imagination gh you just don't know how to express it. I have seen sparks of it here and there.
so we are going to work on that.
Also i want to talk to you on yahoo about your name here. "Godhand" I think it would help you if you had a name that fit you well. it doesn't even have to be a real name. I mean look at mine. it's not a real name and yet people now know of it. and some actually fear it while others love me for it.
but it's my special name. I think comming up with a name that is special like that could also help you out. as godhand doesn't fit you. infact anything with the name god in it doesn't really fit anyone. my oppinion. but thats cause noone is a god or part of a god around here. and the name seams a bit ominus.
I'm not saying we have to change your name. it's only a suggestion. and if your interested I'll help you come up with one that suits you baised off your interestes.
such as your interests in wolves. and combat. if we work with interests like that we can come up with something you can really play with. and enjoy. but thats up to you. this is something I'm not going to force this is my one time offering this to you. I won't bring it up again. as this is an offer you have the right to refuse it with no concequences against you.
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